found out that the "problem" was not the nerve Meds...
Mostly just a very deep "Depression".... and did Not even recognize it for that until today...
this feeling really "down" usually passes in just a day or two... this time around it has had me for over a week now... you can only do so much to conceal the way that you are "feeling" for a short while as its severity grows.... to the point now that we will not even acknowledge that there is anything "wrong" to others.... we simply try to put on a "happy face" and try to act "cheerful".....
one piece of "good" news.... we may have back my "Spore" game after the weekend...!!!
My Friend took me to Alex's house.... and in a round about way , "Intimidated" him into going to "help" Stacey... we were "Desperate".... and he even offered to pay him a bit.... when being "Nice" get no "results"...harsher measures are called for... if you wish success...
I hope that the dark cloud passes soon and the sun comes out again.
ReplyDeletedear Lady Debra.... we were diagnosed as "Manic-Depressive many years ago..... and the meds for depression are "Worse" on me than the problem... so do not take them... just try to ignore the symptoms... and try to enjoy myself as best possible... our Only "choice" in this matter.... that or just give up and Die.... so we will continue to "endure".... thank you for you concern... and your kind words.... Stacey..
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