School resumed today around here... yesterday was the last day of Summer Vacation...
( this saying has hung upon my wall for nearly Forty years)
Seems that we should Not have shared some (older) songs that we enjoy (these often help to lift us up when we are rather Sad)...
We leave one last attempt at a pleasant old song that (in the past) we have enjoyed...
Much lower number of views that we have been getting..
And my Sims game world (which we also lost last month, is Not "fixable" this time around..
So we will not get to enjoy Sims again... Well maybe Life will be too short for us to notice its absence in our life... Just the loss of one of the only things that we have had, from which we have been able to draw for ourself any form of "pleasure" in this miserable Life...
Many that we have thought of as our "Friend" in the past have proved to us just how "mistaken" that were were int thinking well of others... most are only out to try and use you for whatever they can... and when you can no longer be the "Crutch"for their support (because you cannot even afford to help or support yourself) these "so-called""Friends" are quick to desert you....
So have even lost my "non-existent computer-generated" "Friends" from Sims...
And we tried to share a few songs that can lessen the misery of Life... (Showed me that it was a "Mistake" to have tried)....
Taught us to "Think Twice" before we share anything with others... and when dealing with others, we will speak much less... why even bother others with things that I enjoy... we will even become more reclusive... and will even have less to do with the few Friends that we do have...
Seems we were Right to not want much to do with Humans.... They can really make you and your thoughts seem very "unimportant" and at times even make a person feel "ashamed" for liking things from which we derive any-type of "pleasure" in this Miserable World...
As the Joker would say... and He has a point...
hopes of "better" things" in our lives are more often than Not... only building "Castles in the air"...
but in our desperation, we tend to hold onto these "useless Hopes" (often they are the Only thing that we have) ... just Smile , so others will not see you"saddened"... and "act" as if "All is Well"...
Forgot to have my Sister pick up any Sugar... well, really too hot in here to drink coffee, anyway...
Listened to a few of these old songs (that no one seems to have cared for)....
ReplyDelete... going to call it a night.... depression has us rather bad... even canceled getting to go to the theater (for the first time in 15 years) to see Suicide Squad... good night.
Could not sleep so have been at Spore... need rest..
ReplyDeleteTrying to come up with a better "Out-Look"....
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