can barely breath , much less "stand... ...
must lie down and hope that breath our improves... very little oxygen getting to Brain... even sitting down... feel like we are going to fall over... a rapid thickening of my ari just happened... will cralw to couch for now ..
... An No we Do NOT want your "sympathy",... this is just "something" that we must deal with rather often... hope to post mere later... sorry for the delay...
Just awoke... could Not breath... only fell once trying to reach bathroom... (drug myself across floor for the rest of the way....)
ReplyDeletefinally breathing in short gulps of air for now......
kind of scary to wake and find yourself unable to take in any air.....
I will have to sit here for a bit , at least till I can breath a bit... right now only very shallow faint gasps of air .... can barely even breath at all... very light-headed....
really want some more water.... but afraid of having a fall trying...
Dying really "Sucks" , Kiddies...
just looked .. it took me over 15 minutes to type that last comment...
ReplyDeleteabout to get some water (that should help a bit)...
Now at least able to breath in gulps and gasps...
you tend to "panic" when you awaken and cannot breath... at least I did not fall off couch in my struggles , this time....
Breathing (among other "issues" )just proves to me that we are now past having the ability to get out and do much of anything...
this and the accompanying thoughts.. have really gotten to me... give us a bit and we should be able to act much more "cheerful".... something that we have been doing for most of my Life... try not to allow others to know just how badly we do feel inside... Smile and they never know...
OK, dear heart...I am not understanding several things here and I hope it's ok to ask.
ReplyDeleteI am olden and find that I DON'T understand a LOT of things..LOL
First off, you refer to "we" "us" but then use "most of MY life"...??
Secondly, are you ill and having trouble breathing..? and is there someone taking care of you ? I know these questions are none of my business....but you are scaring me and am just hoping there's someone with you.
Love....
Dear Lady... you seem like a wonderful person...
ReplyDelete... the " I, we and Us"... all refer to "Stacey"...."me"...we have severe "personality Fragmentation disorder" (among other mental health issues ... we are dying of (advanced terminal emphysema)....
and my dear Sister (listed as my "primary care giver") comes by ever other day to see to Stacey (me)...
did not intend to "scare you dear Lady".... and thank you so much for joining here at our little "Crypt"... feel free to look around and even take anything that you like...
and feel free to ask anything that you wish... I have no need to "Lie"...