it took me a while for the computer to even be able to "restart"....
Alex, the guy who has kept my poor computer "up and running for a few years now... He told me when my computer "died" a bit over a week ago that he would come by an check it out ... He never came by that week ... never even called... (almost Always get his "voice mail" whenever we try to call)...
All in all ..."Things Not so good" for us lately... (not to mention that my "health issues" have been getting much worse over the last few months...) This always trying to act "Cheerful" is no longer working... now days we are lucky if we can even smile... We know that Stacey will never again be "Happy".. so we try to "fake it" when around Friends.....You could say that the cracks in my "smile" are really beginning to show... and it is much harder to try and "act" cheerful around others.... ( another reason that we avoid dealing with others...)
we are "manic-Depressive".... you have to be "happy" ( or feeling that way) some of the time to be "bi-polar".... ours is only a very deep "depression"... we try to hide this from people when dealing with others ...
But we still try to act "Happy" around other people... this has become much more difficult to do...
As a result.... we ave lately become Much more "reclusive" and seldom even step out of my home..
Sorry to make such a "sad" post... Just thought that you viewers should know why Stacey has not been posting "regularly" for a while now....
We wish you All a great day ...and Remember to "Smile"....
We tend to notice that we are often "crying" , rather often these days ... do not even realize that we are.. till we begin to feel the wetness on my face... Sorry Folks ... Not "holding together" very well anymore...
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