Was Able to Rest for a bit..

                                     Today seems to have worn us out a bit....after eating a sandwich we decided to take a "Nap" .... (Napping is Not something that we normally do ....

                                     At least my cup of coffee is not very "burnt"...
                                     Need to let Casper in soon... about 12:30 here....

They Added the Tiolet...

 

                                                So we have a usable Bathroom....
                       Once tank fills up we have to shut off water to toilet for now...

Went with My Friend to Meet New People...

                       The huge flock of Buzzards did Not like my Friend's flying machine...
                                 Hope to post his You Tube Video very soon...

                                He had to pack up and head back to his home...

Poor Aquaman...

                       Not even the Villain Black Manta could defeat the King of Atlantis....
                    
                                      But "Human Greed" did in poor Aquaman....

                            

A Bit of Chaos Today...

 Right now they (My Brother and My Sister) are "finishing up" on having ripped out my bathroom floor....

                                                                  I left while they did so....
                                         They are about to put the New floor back in....

                                                                    "New Floor"....!!!!
                                                                     No toilet yet...

If My "Rude" Drunken Friend Drops by Today...

Know her for years and have tried to be there for her when we could... someone we thought well of.
                                  Her behavior last night was "unacceptable"...
They were cold wet and muddy when they showed up last night... had her to take a shower to warm up... (she was very cold)... found the only pants (close to her size that I could... so she sat there and proceeded to get Drunk....
 .. when she intentionally said a statement meant to offend me (or to try to make me feel badly...)
and her body positioning raised up her shoulders , lowered her head and put on that "pouting" face
...And the "She was drunk ...so, she did not know what she was doing" excuse has been worn out...

We may only have a very few friends who stop by to visit... She is about to no longer be a "Visitor"...

A Lot on Our Mind....

                                                              So Good Night.....
                            A good Friend "intentionally "Pissed" me Off earlier....................!!!

                              And "Drunkenness is Not an excuse for her "behavior".....!!!!!
                                                  Yes, She Pissed me off to that point...
                                                  Not going into ANY "details"....
                           about to let "Casper" inside and call it a NIGHT... Later........................

Since No One Listenes Anyway... How About a Song...

All in "How" you "play" it ,Kidies

 

                                                       A bit of music...

                                                     Getting "Closer", Kiddies"...

                                       Everything BURNS....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friend Visitig...

                                              An attempted "Flight" at My Home....
                          "Elector-magnetic field" of my Home and surrounding land....

]                                     Completely "threw-off" the "Compass" readings....

an appropriate little tune...

                                     FV<K the "All-Powerful" CAS.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                                              How about a Song....???
                                         Most all of Ozzy's Tunes have been removed 
                                                                   Thanks Ozzy..

A Starsip Captain Could Not Ask for a Better Science Officer....

                                                  Farewell to a great Man ("Vulcan")
                                 "the Needs of the Many, outweigh the Needs of the Few"....

Just Learned That "Mr. Spock" has died....

                                Leonard Nimoy passed from heart failure.... He was 83....

                      Remember as he always said ..."Live Long and Prosper"....
                               He will truly be missed by his many fans...

Hello and Good Day ,.... at Least Its Friday...

                                 Hope that you viewers are well this day...
                             Much warmer here today ... in the 40's...!!!
My good friend called and is bringing his "Toy"... so should get some good areal footage of this dying ghost town this weekend...!!! So we will get to "hang out" for a bit this weekend... he has family and others to visit as well... we will just be glad to hang-out for even a couple of short visits....
... other than a few Friends (who drop by) we seldom even speak to (much less see) any people...
       Severe Paranoia and this "Social-phobia" means that we are seldom around other people....if those "feelings" "kick - in" while we are out in public... we can have a panic attack (some of which are "Severe".. to the point of trying to shut down some of my body's "functions",,, and can all but stop our breathing ... and without breath , you will collapse)
 at the feelings of the "onset" of a panic attack we must (rather quickly) get outside ..... away from all of the people... Onset "signs" are profuse sweating (regardless of the temps) a worsening of the bad nerves breathing issues become much worse as all the mussels of the chest tighten, often having to lean against something for support..
                      ... One of the main reasons that we seldom leave this corner...
It shows no signs of "Agoraphobia" (Fear of "open areas" or fear of going outside)... it is our deep fear of people....
... that is another of our mental "issues"... we have discussed on our "Personality Fragmentation disorder".... we still have other "issues"... if it were not for my intelligence (according to the US Gov. is "well over 150") and all of my knowledge on psychology and knowing the "symptoms"  that come before thoughts and mind get to us badly ... not at all good in a public place... we would probably be living somewhere where the nurses would keep regular checks on me an have to take many more meds)
                All that and we have for many years been diagnosed with severe "Manic-Depressive" disorder... unlike people , who are "bipolar" we do Not have the "highs" just the Lows"...so Always miserable to a greater or lesser degree... there is No "being Happy"..

 

thought that we would give you good folks a bit of "insight" as to some of Stacey's actions (and the "state of our mind" in some postings )
                                   ... Wishing you All a great Weekend....!!!

How About a Song...

Hello Again...

                  Something (in Stacey's mind) seem to have "clicked" ("snapped"...???)
                At present coming at "issues" (problems) from different "points of view"...

               Yes Kiddies... this World may be a "piece of Crap".... but it is All that we have got.....
And always keep in mind "Awfulizing" ( Meaning they way You "perceive" an issue or "perceived Wrong"... It is believing that the issue / problem is Much "Worse" that the reality of the situation)

Thus, making "falling apart" or "going Off" over the issue much worse (How You "respond")....
                     As we said we have studied Many years of Psychology ....
"Stacey" is doing "poorly" so we will think things over and see what we can come up with for us....
                                          .. rather than just "Loosing It".....
          

Ahhh, the 26th.... this Miserable Month is Nearly Over...

                                              Hope that you all are well this day....

                  Watching as a rather strong icy "draft" comes through this room...
Can no longer use the other heater... the drop cord cannot handle the power ... ( my brother "borrowed" my "good cord" a while back , saying that he would have it back to me that weekend, that was months ago... much like my only frying pan (which he "borrowed").... so no eggs or grilled cheese...

                                                     An attempt at a bit of "humor"...
 A large part of my problem is I always try to help people whom I care about ( and almost Always get completely "Screwed")
                                            We may post more later... or not...

 Had to put on a coat ... (sitting less than a foot from Only heat source.... need to fix something to eat but it is far too cold in the other room...  temps are as high as they will reach today (in the 30's and with wind chill , in the 20's...

we just found a great Quote..."instead of having feelings, try being Dead inside. Everything is still horrible, but you will Not Care at all"

Remember to "Smile"....

                    Trying to act a bit more "cheerful".... (Whether we are or Not)....

                     Besides we Always have the Joker (and Dr, Theda) for "support"....

Like he says ... Why so Serious...???"

                                        "Smile", Kiddies.... even if "Life" Sucks...

                                                 Is Stacey worth "saving" anymore....
                              As we have been saying ....Not doing so well lately.....

                      Drinking my last cup of cold coffee... (rather chilly in here tonight...)
                                                We will make a fresh pot soon...

A Bit of Nasty Winter Storm Here.... How About A Song....

                                                             "Riders on the Storm".....
                                                 A great tune from one of my favorite bands....

Going Somewhere Peacefull......

         
 Ah, the Old House... Sorry, Barnabas isn't Home right now and Willie ran to town for supplies.

                                 Mental fragmentation can be quite "interesting"...

                                                       And a different version...

                                         A relaxing little tune since my early childhood....
just sitting here sipping my coffee listening to the peaceful music of this old music box...

     Just use your Mind ( and we have always had a Great Creative imagination since childhood)
 

            Another tune that we listened to in "times of Trouble as a kid.... relaxing tunes ....
         Just let the "Music take you away" ... Somewhere other than your current "situation"..
                                                    even if only for a short while...