a favorite Clown....

                             
                      Hopefully my Pennywise" item will arrive before too many more weeks...
 

                               What Author Steven King thinks of the New "Pennywise"...
 

Hello.....

We are Trying... ("external influences" at work as well as upset (and "PI$$ED-OFF") "ghost(s).. (Spirits???) causing "issues" at work... many bad things (in very short time).... taking their toll...

Rains in Route...

                                  a bit of a storm-front is approaching... rather slowly....

                                                  even calling for thunderstorms....

Will Post Later...

                               computer back to working (issues earlier).........

                                        Not so "pleasant" things to do shortly...

Well, Something to Lift Stacey's Spirits....!!!!!!!!

Little Sarah"... Barnabas Collins beloved little sister..... the "ghost Girl" in the show (Dark Shadows)

                                                   Little Sarah (as she looks today)...
                 This dear Lady just sent us a "Friend Request" at FaceBook !!!!!!!!!!!!!

                                                        (this is how we remember her)...
We remember (around age 4) watching her on the show... (She was the reason we went around singing "London Bridge")...

                                      She seems such a pleasant and good-natured Lady...
                                            We Wish to thank dear Lady, Sharon Lentz  

Just Realized Something...

                       
Earlier the "tracking" (of my item) had Three listings dated (yesterday) the 24th ...(In Marshville)
.... checked later and the 24th listings were no longer listed... Very Odd... was just thinking How could that happen... then thought it must have been Deleted after we left to walk up to Post Office (in this heat and Sun... (not good on breathing issues... but, was "Determined") ... the only ones who could have Deleted this info would be the ones who entered that Data in the First-Place... the Marshville Post Office... Thus, No documentation  of it listed by the E-Bay "Tracking #" as being in Town...
                  
(could not take looking at the pair of Pennywise heads on small shelf beside of me)... removed the heads for this figure (placed them in glass cabinet with 1/6th scale Jokers... till whenever(if) we get this outfit to put together action figure...
              So... Screwed over Again... and Nothing that can do about it...  NOT "happy" about this

Been Busy....

 
Doctors tell me Stacey is very "Healthy" (for the poor condition of my chest cavity)....... No explanation will they give me...
                   
The "Pennywise outfit has arrived in Marshville Twice ( There are 3 listings in this Town for 24th... Yesterday) ( checked back on "Tracking" a bit later and the last three listings for 24th were no longer there.... last listed entry was for the 9th.... WTF ????)No one can tell us Anything (that matches up with their other statements) as to my package's Location...!!! WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the "Dark inside"....

              
And called back to Mental Health (had not heard back)... They inquired with half a dozen (about All in this County)... only One responded (and would "rather Not" deal with Stacey)... Told by the staff there (Mental Health) said we are Too "intelligent" to be "Crazy"...  Now too "serious" of a "nut-case" to be dealt with by their "Professionals"..??
 
  Well, we Tried to Ask for "Help"... was told they cannot Help... So we are "On our own"...
                         

Sorry Folks... a LOT on our Mind Lately...

Best "professional words from "chest doctor" is one out-right LIE ... scans show this True !!! ..

Also so only a "shrug of shoulders" in response to any Questions !!! (not very "professional")
... Then rushed me off for Breathing tests... (normally see me After these Tests... which he then discusses ... in "depth' with Stacey... ...??? WTF.... Want to Know "Something" !!!!

Not even veins (till half-way down heart) on right side...!!!!

Seems (from other doctors are Amazed that Stace is a "functional" (and "seemingly "healthy") as we are... with about 30 % functional heart (with attached Tumor)... which has turned to blackened , hardening tissue...
 

                                              Should it Stop... not likely to start back...
                                                     What are we to Think...????

these are the "Orbs" (that fill the left side of chest-cavity)...

  
                            Stacey is "very Healthy" (for a nearly "walking-Dead")...????


                             
                                            Not ready for this "set-up" just yet, Kiddies...
                              
Worried of "lack of info"... doctor will Not tell me ... (Stacey knows more than a few years of heavily studied Health and Medicine Anatomy.... and so forth... for many years could Not afford Any medical treatment..... had to learn for ourself....
                  

We are Dying... So What... would like more info on a "Time-Estimate"... Doctors Say ... we are Very "Healthy"... all things considered....

                                              Not ready for Mr. Death, just yet....


                 Best we can come up with for now Folks.... Worrying Too Much...

And do Not have the Time to "argue" with others over "petty" BS... Wishing All a pleasant day...

Monday Again.....

                     Pleasant day here (thus far)... Wishing Viewers well from our "Crypt"...

   Always Someone (or "something")  to "push us down" should we get to be too "cheerful...

                              Don't forget to try to Enjoy your Summer, Folks...

How About a Better Song....

                            Sorry... about only Song about Sunday, ... we found...

                                
                                                          We need a change of "Scenery"...

                                Things been getting a bit too much of late...
                   now to find some food for the  new-kittens at back door... later...

Hello... been "Thinking" too Much...

                                         Wishing you and yours a pleasant Sunday...

     Not our regular music... trying to be more "cheerful"  with an uplifting tun... Not my "style"

                                             oh... and as for our Many worries...

Got Call-Back from Mental Health....

 
                  was told no one there qualified to deal with someone like Stacey... Great...

Recommended going to a (Expensive) "professional" doctor.... (my "cost" would be based on a "sliding-scale"... still out of our price-range)... what now...???

Even left their new administrator "baffled" (noticeable facial expressions while he read my folder...)
 

Trying to do Better Today...

A very nice pic  made for us by Todd Walrath... Thank you, good Sir for this and the other Wonderful images !!! These often brighten our day !!

                 

Sorry.... Life Sucks....

                         and trying to make the best of "things"...

                      External influences at work to make Stacey's existence a Miserable one...
 
                                    just sitting here... we will 'endure"...for now...