Monday, October 14, 2013

After a Lot of Thought....


We have now canceled All future doctor visits ... including our breathing doctor who we were supposed to see tomorrow...
without Doctors and my needed medications ... we should be dead around the end of the year...
                                   Thus no more Stacey... No worries ...
Whenever I look at one of my figures ...we tend to begin to cry... Things that we will never again be able to afford to buy.... There is nothing we can find to lift my spirits... Not even feel like playing "Spore" ... do not feel like doing anything... and to be awake simply means that we are in misery...
The coin came up "bad"... so we have decided to give up and Die...

1 comment:

  1. Doc, happiness is a Chinese word that means living in a house with a high door, and having many boy children. It's a silly thing to seek in life. There are better things, certainly. Fulfillment is one, contentment, all living in harmony together, is a better one.

    I know that your possessions are very powerful totems, that have allowed you to survive for a long time, and having them assaulted is very much an assault on yourself and your well-being.

    If you forsake your health, because someone broke your things, you will be letting them win. You will be letting them not only harm your spirit, but your self, and that isn't acceptable.

    I know you experience a lot of misery. Hell we all do don't we? We're all mad here.

    I can't tell you that life is worth living, I don't know that for sure. All I know, is that life IS living. Yes, man knows pain, and man soothes his pain with totems. But if the totems aren't enough to keep you living, then you must find something that works better.

    You've got friends in your life that obviously give a shit about you, they visit often enough. People are more important than things, that's certain enough, maybe you should live for them instead.

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