Afraid This "Melt-Down" May be a bit Worse....

 

 my mind is badly fragmented anyway.....

Looks like a few well placed parting words is what it took to finally destroy whatever was left of Stacey... the attack upon his "Collection" in October pretty much "broke" him ... they destroyed that which meant the most to him... since then he really has not cared about himself or much of anything else ... he had "given up"...  Now looks like there may not be a "Stacey" anymore... and one of the "other Personas" will be "taking the driver's seat" of Stacey's dying body ...
                         
                               We are dying and still have the option of "How"....

                       This could be Fun.... at least we would go out with a "Smile"...

                   Such a wonderful personality (s) to take on ... and with our "mind-set... Perfect....
Poor Heath Ledger could not handle the "thinking like the Joker" in his head.... Jack Warned him...

 

But then again our mind is already a "broken mess"....

Sorry Folks ...the Behavior of Some Friends Got to Us....

I apologize to my other Friends for "going off" last night .... But him and the "rowdy" one tore up my stuff.... and I finally "lost it"....

This "mess" has the stability of Stacey's sanity at a "breaking point".... Combined with all of the other issues that we are having to deal with at present.... 

                                      Remember.... All it takes is one really "bad" day.....

                      Sanity is a fragile thing ... sometimes all it takes is a little "push"..

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Thinking About Becoming as "Uncaring" as Other People....

What if I start "breaking" the possessions of "Others" ... only on a much "Larger" scale...

                                      I was raised to respect the belongings of others.....

And Stacey was told by the Federal Gov. over 25 years ago that his IQ was well over 150...

                                                       Friends are coming by later ....
                       The "rowdy" drunkard... will be asked to leave if he shows up tonight....

We must begin "preparing" for what we are to do...

About to just "give up" and merge with the "darkside" that we have kept at bay all these many years....

Hello Again.....

                                                            Hope that you are All well...

Having "personality fragmentation" issues ( mental state not up to par....)

                                                                     Friends still by.....

I Have Lived Here 50 Years....!!!!

                       Therefore .... We should NOT have to put up with this "Crap"....!!!!!
                                 We are dying anyway ... and if they "piss me off" enough....

                                Sanity is a lot like "Gravity" ....all it takes is a little "push"....

Taking Another Break from "Spore".....

                            A Merry Summer Solstice to you all.....

                     Just Taking a short break ..... Soon back to "Spore".... Screw Sleep....

Happy Day of the Ashaku Demons...

         To the ancient Pre-Flood residents of Inanna's Temple-City of Ur.. This was a BAD day ....
 the Winter Soiltist

.                            .. The longest period of Darkness in a days time....
              The Stars are about right ... and the defeated Tiamat.... is ready to be re-awakened

            Should you  be interested in trying to give Her a "wake up Call" ...this may help...
And Remember ..." That is Not Dead which may eternal lie ... and with strange eons even Death may Die...."

                                                    There She lies "dead and dreaming"...

                                           Later Kiddies... That is Today's History Lesson...

Hello Kiddies....

                                                                We have been Thinking....
                                                What is left of our "Human" side is Changing.....
              My "Friends" are worried that we will be locked away for our deteriorating "sanity".....

                                                        I am Not Going Anywhere....

The Doctor

Always good to have a "blade" or two, or a couple dozen...

Things "spinning out of My control....

The Government said 25 years ago the my IQ exceeded 150...."Now That's Impressive...!!! to quote the Riddler...Lol They say that "truly great madness cannot be achieved without sufficent intelligence"

Stuck at a "crossroads" in my life (What's left of it anyway)