PTSD very bad... will have to do a "Walk-In" visit... (also will speak with Administrator)
just sipping coffee from my broken cup... worrying over present "situation"
the blow to my stomach has left us with no desire to eat "solids"... Will try to post tomorrow
still hurt ... and what we pieced-together of reading glasses keep falling off.....
Signing ourself in at Mental Center (Hopefully the "organizations", "groups" and doctors can tell us "Something" by the end of next week....)
We are not "fine"... so going to CRC is... our Last Resort"... (bad "pun")....
Off to CRC (Crisis Recovery Center) in the Morning.... Most any there for "substance abuse" issues... May well be the only "mental Case" there...
and no cigarettes for a week... (will try to finally Quit)... for the sake of a Clown...... (or Two)...
Lost our "temper" a bit (over a "Tele-Marketer... which we are on this State's "No-Call" List)
... "brought out our "Dark-Side"as well.....
Called while we were rather "busy" tried to rush to phone (spilling things ... making a "mess" had to clean up... and ruining a food ... brought to me by Friend's Mom)..... answer as"Caller Unknown" hangs up as we answer... (more food falls out of fridge due to a hastily placed food shifting against the door that we did not fully close while rushing to answer ....
We got upset and went to slam phone onto top of end-table... hit corner instead... on screen as well...... we went towards Kitchen to clean up and close fridge,.... curtains caught on shoulder... Lost it... snatched down curtain and rod... we pulled off this , covering my head as well as an arm... ... looked down picked up phone ... saw damage .... cursed and flung phone... it rebound off door-facing... took care of Kitchen... saw no trace of phone...
.... it rang later ... found it... the panel of the hot water-heater was the small space wint the phone in the insulation insider of it... ... still works.. (no screen)...
in view of recent events... we are viewing our "existence" from several view-points... ( severe personality fragmentation of the Mind, does "help" in this "process")...
and at present the "Dark-Side" is Winning... Not "a "good" thing, (for Anyone)...
What will become of Stacey if we "give up" and just turn to the "Bad"...
We are listed with the Gov as a "Genius, with "psychological disorders"... they even sealed my FBI "Psychological Profile" folder under "National Security" then re-sealed it (even "tighter") under the "Homeland Security Act" ... What gives....????
And my doctors (mental health) could not even access them under "Freedom of Info. Act)...
They also tell Stacey that we are Too "intelligent"to be "Crazy"...
as these doctors said .... " Blaa, Blaa... Blaaa"..
A fitting tune....
And my health is only getting worse...
And remember those who "Deserve"... "discomfort"....
and one of them was Me....
Rather "Low" stats indeed....!!!
Won't you good "viewers" drop in for a "Visit"... ("said the Spider to the Fly").....
Just Me and "the Voices" having" a bit of a "meeting of the Minds".....
And "Their" ,... "Points of View" are becoming "more Acceptable"
.... just in my corner.....
Yes .... we have always had "blue eyes"....
At least we have shaved.... ( with my nerves.... that is a bit of an "accomplishment"....)
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
just sitting here sipping my coffee.... messed with my Sims for a bit ...(added some Jack-o-Lanterns as well)....
Sorry for the "depressing" aspect of that last post... we will try to stay more "Upbeat"...
We have had to see too many doctors lately...!!!
We Are "Dr. Theda".... and we will not allow these "petty Things" to get us "down"....
My very "expensive" 1/6th scale figures ... with others ( and even More "Jokers")
And (after "repairs") We Still have My "Villains"....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How about a Song....
Even with all the "crap"... (and the "Humans")... this is still a "Wonderful World"....
No we are not quite "insane"... though we do have quite a few "Mental issues"... (and a Very high IQ)...if not for our intelligence and the ability to put on an "act" when having to deal with "People"... we too would be locked away in a "rubber room" writing and sketching with a Crayola between my teeth....
The Friends that I have already know that Stacey is "Crazy"... they just deal with it...
Just "think" of something that you really enjoy......
so remember to take the time to just "Smile".... Later...
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